Hey hey hey,
So recently I started up on a new caming site. I've only broadcast twice and the first went ok. There's trepidation there. There always is. Will I do well, is this a skeezy place, ...scam??
But, so far so good I guess.
The very few people I have around me are asking if I'm afraid I'll be recognized by someone I know. Honestly, I don't really care. I'm not doing anything I'm uncomfortable with. I'm not 'downstairs-in' myself, I'm not escorting or whatever. Not that there's anything wrong with that if that's what you're comfortable with. I'm just saying, am I afraid people I know might find out I've eeked out a small place for myself where I have fun making the money that I do? Where I'm comfortable and in control, where I'm my own boss..
Nah, pretty ok with it.
Anyone who judges someone because they're doing that they deem inappropriate is just pointing fingers, probably because they're bored. I'm not just gonna talk about cam stuff on this blog. It'll be all about what ever. I'm just establishing myself. The reason most of you will find out who I am is a reason like that so I want the bottom line to be:
Yes, I know what I do.
Yes, I enjoy it.
I'm an open book. Life's better that way. Don't care what people think of you. If you're not hurting anyone, putting another person down or hurting yourself then just do it. Be good to you, be good to those around you and what you do in between those two things, well that's your business. If you're lucky enough to do something you love, don't let anyone take it away. If you have to do things you hate, like a job, find things that make you happy to do when you're home.
You're going to get this one life.
Spend as much time of it as you can doing something that makes you happy.
Love,
Maddie
You mention you do some cam stuff, yet you don't really promote it here. Is there a reason? Trying to keep a divide between your author self and your performer self?
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