Just don't, be stupid.. not poetic.. but, really.

I am so many things. I'm excited for life, and I'm terrified too. I have all these dreams and ideas that will or won't come to fruition and it's overwhelming. All these things lately.. there are so many, wonderful, wonderful things, but it's almost like I'm afraid to enjoy them in a small way.  

I made a connection with that old friend, and a new friend of hers. It's just that I've spent so long being reclusive in this world, this wonderful world I created I might have forgotten a few things about being out in the real one. 

I love what I do. The life that I lead. I'm just daring to dream and it's a bit scary. I think all the time, literally every second of every day I have thoughts just pouring and pouring and pouring. I like to think about situations. I like to broadcast when I daydream. I think everyone should do that. Everyone should be wanderlust in their own potential, in their own thought. Just don't be like I get. Consider the good and the bad, yes.. but don't let the rabbit hole get too negative. I'm getting better about it. I'm getting better at living these pseudo lives in my head, and their getting dreamier all the time. Want to know some of my favorites??

-I live in a world where I write, and write well. I contribute to things and give stupid little opinions that are quipy and well received. 

-I fall madly in lust with some ghastly handsome stranger that I feel some kismet connection with. 

-I do well with what I'm already doing. This.. whatever it is. I hope I'm at least starting in on that. 

There, some glimpses. Go daydream. Don't waste your time. Daydreaming is a wonderful use of your valuable time.