Oh where have I been?

So,
I've been offline for a spell. I'm excited to be back. So much was going on in my life but thankfully it's all figured out now.
I'm reminded of the saying absence makes the heart grow fonder. As I've been away I must have thought a million times about being online. It's actually been great, because what that tells me is that I'm doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing. If I miss it when I'm gone it must be the right thing.
I'm so happy. I'm happy that when I have these obligations when I have to go out and spend time living a 'normal' life, I daydream about the life I've created for myself.
This isn't just a part of who I am anymore, this IS who I am now. I'm a happy, sensual, playful girl living in a daydream. From now on no amount of sadness can take that away. No matter what my day to day is I have this. Not many people get to actually live their dream and the best part is I'm not just living my dream I'm expanding it everyday. It grows and lives and experiencing that is so amazing.
I get to add to, to grow, wonder what the future holds.
I know it's something amazing.
Kismet is one of my favorite words. Fate. This is where I'm supposed to be. This is who I'm supposed to be and it's only going to get better. It feels perfect now, so whatever's in store in the future.. I just can't imagine.
I'm so grateful that there are people supporting me and enjoying what I do.
You're making my dreams come true, allowing me to live in a daydream.
You've given me a gift and I just want to say thank you.
XoXo,
Maddie